I just recently requested  Far Away From Here from a U Tuber, kinkyprincess1982. She has mad GL videos posted on her site, so if you email her, she'll send you the song. She sent it to me, so you can get it from me as well.

He and His new wife have more in common than we thought. This was from when the guys all did the full monty strip at Reva's bachelorette party before she married Josh--again.

I'm extremely touched by Kelsey's body being found. It brought me to tears. It almost always happens to me when I see someone missing on the news. 90% of the time, missing leads to murdered. Even so, you still hope, you still pray...

I cannot blame Edwin Hall just yet. After all, justice is justice and I want the system to make absolutely sure that he's the one who did this to her.

In the mean time, I didn't know her but I care for her and grieve for her woman to woman, knowing that something like this is a great fear of any woman. She was so beautiful and she had a whole lot of life left to leave. I wonder about her and what she was thinking when that man grabbed her like that. Kelsey, I'm so sorry. I know the moments must have felt as if they lasted years until the last one before time was done.  I just feel so sorry for her. It brings to mind a song by Natalie Merchant:

"young and beautiful one that we embrace so close is gone, was torn away...

Let the youth of America mourn. Include her in their prayers.

Let her image linger on, repeated everywhere...

With Candles with flowers, she was one of ours...

I saw cameras expose your life.

I saw children in tears, crying and crowding around the site

of where you had collapsed that day.

Where your last breath and word had been sighed.

We mourn the loss, the way you have died, the way you have died. The way you have died.

It was so such a nightmare, grieving all half believing you are gone.

The loss and shame of it, the crime and the pain of it, you are gone..."

After watching Monday's Memorial Day show, I can't help but feel that Josh Lewis needs to do some serious soul searching. This past year, Josh has made a true mess of his life--all on his own.

1. Shacking up with his sister-in-law.

In my opinion, deciding to shack up with his sister in law was just the beginning of his mistakes. He claims that he wants his life to be less complicated. How in hell is your life less complicated by choosing a romantic relationship with your sister in law? If anything, it percipitates drama for Thanksgiving dinner and other family holidays.

Starting a relationship with Cassie was irresponsible after coming off a marriage, no matter who Cassie is related to. One can't help but believe Josh is choosing the LESS expensive route after cloning a missing Reva. What makes a person choose to take up with a sibling? It brings to mind a song that goes, "You remind me of a girl that I once knew. I see her face every time I look at you..." I think it's by Usher.

My last point about it is, Josh just shows how much he devalues each woman's relationship to the other. He knows what it has taken for those two sisters to find each other and come together. He very thoughtlessly tore that relationship apart for his own needs. Not a good man in my book.

2. Taking the Law Into his own Hands.

On Josh's path for a less complicated life, out of the blue, he chooses to take the law into his own hands and just lie about committing attempted murder to save Cassie--Uh, the one who did NOT shoot anyone in the first place...yeah...way to be less complicated, Josh.

If he wants a life with Cassie so badly, why throw it away to rot in jail? Why not set himself on the path of learning who REALLY shot Alan? No, it's just best to confess to something he has no clue about so he can get the snot beaten out of himself in jail. In an even BIGGER attempt to create less drama, toss into the mix a refusal to see his so-called biggest supporter Cassie. He loves her so much and she's so unglued nowadays, yes, it's best to alienate her from him and let her suffer her mental problems and loss of her daughter--and NOW loss of him--alone.

3. Sleeping With His Fiancee's Sister in Jail.

If life still isn't drama filled enough, sleep with Reva in jail. Get her hopes up and then turn around and say you never knew she still loved you. She just has loved you her whole damn life. Sure, she can turn it off. Way to show Cassie your loyalty. Five minutes in the clink, cheat on her. How does one even get a chance to be a cheater in jail? That's a one in a million chance. Guess he had to take it.

In essence, he just turned around and betrayed the both of them. How disgusting can this man get? Okay, onto the next point.

4. Comtemplating the Ministry. Josh really cinches it by quitting his job and contemplating the ministry. He has no clue how far off the deep end his majesty cassie has gone. He's dreaming of choir robes while she's seeing and talking to evil spirits and changing paternity tests. All the while, both are dreaming of being shining Pastoral examples in the community. So in one year, he's cheated on his wife (according to God, Coveting is cheating), been convicted of attempted murder and has committed adultry, but thinks he should be a pastor. I don't know how many of his follwers can sort out the "Yeah, that happened, but..." circumstances.

My advice for Josh to lead a less complicated life: Simple. Dump both Cassie and Reva. Find a woman that's not related to either one of them. Or better yet, stay yourself single till you can handle a relationship.  Learn the real meaning of love. Love doesn't destroy. Stop destroying Reva and Cassie. Grow the hell up, think before you do something and stop blaming your problems on Reva. You did this stuff all by yourself. God helps those who help themselves. Stop wallowing in your mess, sinking lower in quicksand and get praying for god to show you the way out of it instead of digging yourself deeper into it.